Focus

So I cannot focus. I was in a car accident because I can't focus. My car is a mess inside and out. Paperwork is late. Chaos has ensued.  I am way off track with my diet and exercise and my relationship with my husband is strained because I am all over the place. I know what I need to do. But I can't bring myself to focus and consistently do it. I am amazed I haven't dropped a patient or something. But then I remembered the car accident. Sigh. See - I can't even buckle down long enough to make a coherent post. 

Happy Anniversary!

So Feb is gong very well as far as my personal life is concerned. We are all in. His words not mine. I felt like we had been drifting and this month so far I fell like we are drifting back together, instead of apart. So V-day also happens to be our wedding anniversary. My husbands attempt to garner long missed gifts for Valentine's day and also ensure my remembrance of our wedding date. Just to clarify - he is the memory of our relationship. He remembers all the firsts and randomness like first song, what I was wearing when we first met, etc. I remember he was hot and had on clothing. Details escape me. So we decided to go out a bit. Friday night we went to a concert. Tribute Wars - all tribute bands. It was very interesting. We saw an all girl tribute to Metallica, an all girl tribute to David Bowie, and my fav of the night, a metal tribute to the BeeGees. Then on day of we sent all day playing video games and sleeping. Yes I actually played video games for my husband. And not rock band or Guitar hero. Like streets of rage and other old school classics. And we went out to dinner at Legal seafood - which was amazing as always. And we lit our candle. Our wedding candle to symbolize our union. Here's to a great 3rd year together. 

Pet People

So I get it now. My hubby and I adopted a cat from a friend and know I realize that she has adopted us. Yup. On a lazy Sunday morning my husband and I find ourselves loathing to move because we don't want to wake up the cat. Can you believe it! We plan our outings based on when we can get back to feed the cat. When she purrs, we listen. So I used to wonder how people could get so involved with thier pets. I mean, its just an animal, right?! Wrong. My lovely cat Sundae has taught me that animas have feelings too. And personality. And all the things that remind you of people. Just without the back talk. So I come home from work and I love that my cat is waiting at the door for me. And my husband and I take joy in playing with her. And although we hate the cat hair all over the bed spread, we both love it when she curls up next to or on top of us when its time to go to bed. Sundae has turned me into a cat person. Sigh.